Than halfway up one you don't

 "It's better to be at the bottom of a ladder you want to climb, than halfway up one you don't."
the question one must always ask him/her self is "am i doing what i want do?". As i have seen with many of my friends, colleagues, class mates, is that when they did not follow what their heart said they ended up in failure lost their confidence and eventually lost themselves. most of the people did not chose the subject they loved to study. They just listened to their parents or relatives saying that this has no scope no career opportunity but that has, take that not this etc. But once if you start ignoring the cry of your heart the purpose of your life and start full filling some one eases views and opinions you are on the way up their ladder. 

the decision you make now however small or big has impeccable consequences on your life. you have chosen to study commerce but you wanted science. as you have not studied science you are not able to take up engineering that you have wished for. hence you opted for a commerce degree. as you have got no science degree you missed a opportunity to work in a research center which was you passion. so the small decision which you took wrongly because of the influence of people and circumstances you lost the direction of your life. you had to sacrifice the whole of your life. you had to lead a miserable life with sadness and dissatisfaction.

what do you want in this life? what is your dream? what is that you are confident of achieving? what is your heart saying? follow you self. chose the path wisely. if you want to reach home at the north then you must not take the route of the office. if you are at least on the same direction (north) then there is a hope of convergence but if you heading south then there is no hope. if you have not got a seat in engineering go for diploma that is be on the same direction so that you may get in to the engineering through the diploma. 

Do not bother about what other say! do not bother about your present condition! you may be sleeping on the streets wearing torn cloths. nothing matters much! as long as you have kept your head high and following your heart doing what is right to do.!