Leading a heroic life

The life is temporal too temporal, I am the spirit beyond time and space, beyond name and forms, as I do not have any duty to perform or any fear not to perform. I chose to lead this life a heroic way.
The hero, like bright and white color, with holds strength, happiness, love, integrity. Beyond the duality of good and bad, beauty and ugly, balancing every force and flowing with it making current out of the natural flow of the nature. Calm and peaceful  

A fair deal

Most of us have this illusion of perfection. Achieving perfection in studies, perfection in work, perfection in health, beauty etc.,
But we are already perfect. Every body and every thing is perfect. When you add or subtract amount x from infinity the result will remain as infinity. Every thing is potential infinite in nature. So the acceptance of what we are is very important. The race to achieve perfection is like heading to a mirage in a dessert, you will never reach.
There is nothing called good thought or bad thought in meditation. As long as the consciousness is over a thought the mind is not in its true state. It is not in the present. So both good and bad are obstacles.
The mind is not willing to be your servant. It is compared to a wild untrained horse. You have to train it gradually. Make a compromise a fair deal a little freedom once in a while so that it will be your friend.

recognitions

Slow poison and the Killer of all the creativity, one of the subtle but huge in its effect. Misleads, takes you out of track and gradually destroys you.
Yes, I am talking about the ego which manifests it self as self esteem, desires for the recognition of your work.
One of the famous physist richard faymen once been asked about his opinion about the Nobel price he received. He said that the recognition and population has limited his passion of innovation. By seeing his works physics in terms of its application and recognitions has totally killing the real passion of pure science.
One should avoid all the expectation and should willing to work for work sake that is the way to be detached and to be free. And these attachments are so mysterious and magical they might try to fool us all the time. Be contended about the truth. Be contended about your own experience and the wise words from the age old human wisdom.

ಸದಾ ಋಣಿ

ನಾಳೆ ನನ್ನ ಜನ್ಮದಿನ, ನಾನು ಹುಟ್ಟಿ ನಾಳೆಗೆ 24 ವರ್ಷ 24 ದಿನದಂತೆ ಆಗಿಹೊದಂತಿದೆ. ಶನಿವಾರ ಎಪ್ರಿಲ್ 4 1992 ಬೆಳಿಗ್ಗೆ 4.30 ರ ಸುಮಾರಿಗೆ ನಾನು ಹುಟ್ಟಿದ್ದು ಅಂದು ಯುಗಾದಿಯೂ ಆಗಿತ್ತು.ಇಲ್ಲಿ ತನಕ ನಾನು ಹುಟ್ಟು ಹಬ್ಬ ಆಚರಿಸಿಲ್ಲ! ಯುಗಾದಿ ದಿನ ಬೇವು ಬೆಲ್ಲ ತಿಂದು ಮನೆಲಿ ಹ್ಯಾಪಿ ಬರ್ತ್ಡೆ ಅನ್ಸಿಕೊಂಡು ಅಭ್ಯಾಸ.

ಈ ನಾನು ಆ 92 ರ ಯುಗಾದಿಯ ಹಿಂದೆ ಇರಲಿಲ್ಲ. ಮುಂದೆ ಯಾವುದೋ ಒಂದು ದಿನದ ನಂತರ ಇರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ. ಈ ದೇಹ ಅದರ ಕೆಲಸ ಕಾರ್ಯ ಎಲ್ಲವೂ ಪ್ರಿ ಕೋಡೆಡ್. ಇದು ಹೆತ್ತವರುಗಳ ಎರವಲು ಹೆತ್ತವರು ಪೂರ್ವಜರ ಎರವಲು.ಹಾಗಾದ್ರೆ ನಾನು ಎಂಬ ಈ ಪುಟ್ಟ ಹೃದಯ ಬಡಿತಕ್ಕೆ ಅಸ್ಥಿತ್ವವೇ ಇಲ್ಲ.

ಜೀವನಕ್ಕೆ ಒಂದು ಅರ್ಥ ಉದ್ದೇಶ ಏನಾದ್ರು ಇದೆಯೇ? ನಿರ್ಧಿಷ್ಟ ಗೊತ್ತು ಗುರಿಗಳೇ ಬದುಕೆ? ಅಥವಾ ಅನಿರ್ಧಿಷ್ಟ  ಅನ್ವೇಷಣೆಯೆ? ತಾತ್ಕಾಲಿಕವಾಗಿ ಹಿರಿಯರು ನೆಡೆದ ದಾರಿ ಹಿಡಿಯುವುದು ಒಳಿತು.

ನಾಳೆ ಬೆಳಿಗ್ಗೆ ತಣ್ಣೀರು ಮಿಂದು ಹತ್ತಿರದ ದೇವಸ್ಠಾನಕ್ಕೆ ಹೋದ್ರಾಯ್ತು.

ನಾವು ಚಿಕ್ಕವರಿದ್ದಾಗ ನಾವೊಂದು ಖಾಲಿ ಕಪ್ಪು ಹಲಗೆ. ಏನೂ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಹೊಸತು. ಎಲ್ಲ ಕಡೆ ಅಪಾಯ. ಆಗ ಅದೆಷ್ಟು ಜನ ನಮ್ಮನ್ನು ಕಾಪಾಡಿಲ್ಲ, ತಿದ್ದಿ ಬುದ್ದಿ ಹೇಳಿಲ್ಲ, ನಮಗೆ ಅದೆಲ್ಲ ನೆನಪಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಉಳಿದಿಲ್ಲ. ಅವರುಗಳಲ್ಲಿ ಹಲವರು ನಮ್ಮೊಂದಿಗಿಲ್ಲ. ಅಜ್ಜಿ ತಾತ, ಹಿರಿಯರುಗಳು, ಸಂಭಂದಿಕರು ಇವರೆಲ್ಲರಿಗೂ ಈ ನಾನು ಸದಾ ಋಣಿ. ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಅಗೋಚರ ಶಕ್ತಿಗಳಿಗೂ ಸದಾ ಕೃತಜ್ಞ.
ಇಂತಿ ಬರ್ಡೆ ಬಾಯ್.

Prakriti and purusha

The gene in you and me is immortal. Which has survived the long run of human evolution. It is the store house of all the past impressions bit by bit. It is the most intelligent and selfish. Why selfish because it does any thing to survive. Parents protect their children as they posses their genes. And it continues. The genes collaborate with other opposite sex similar to them by finding itself in that and creates a replica of themselves.
      Sex being the main force by which gene controls the person who possesses it. By sex alone it multiplies and survives and stays immortal. So the sex has become the unconscious urge. But the question is that all? Are we here to be slaves of our genetic system. Sleep eat enjoy cry and die?
We can neither suppress the nature or follow it blindly both are dangerous extremes. If you suppress too much it will bounce back with all it force at once and finish you. If you follow it blindly it will take you to the hell and kill you mercilessly.
So the wise one said to flow with it. Being the witness of it. And balance it. If the flower does not grow it is not the fault of the flower but the land the sick society. Due to the too much of dos sand don’ts the mind is conditioned and influenced. So it has resulted in sickness. See through the pure heart it will reveal it self. Prakriti and purusha are but one it appears dual due to the ignorance. Who understand it understands the oneness.